When I was 18 I was working at a Wal-Mart, started college, and getting my life together. That was I met the first guy that I gave my heart to. His name was Mike and at the time I was with him, I thought I was in love with him. He was my first kiss, my first real boyfriend. THe used me for my money and other things that is unforgivable because I was stupid and didn't think.
I got overly attached to him and he freaked. He set me.a.MySpace message saying that he wanted nothing to do with me. For the first year after the break up, I try everything to get him back in my life and see if we can get back together. He pushed me away and even had his friends to threaten me. I was hurt and thinking back on it still stings.
A couple of years later with a few dating here and there, I was reunited with a high school friend and I'm guessing long time crush. We hung out more and started dating. Now I can say that he is the love of my life.
Tonight before going home, we had a talk about quantum physics and everything that has to do with science. We talk about life, politics, love, school, everything. I enjoy talking and sharing everything with him. On the bus, I realized that what Mike has done for me was a favor by breaking up with me.
I don't think I would be happy with him on a long term, though I was in the short-term. I had nothing to share and talk to about, and not too be mean, was not too bright.(I'm not saying that I'm a genius). Chris on the other hand , he challenges me and open my mind. He makes me change the way I see things.
Word of advice:
That sometimes what seems like a good thing might be a 20 minutes of bliss can be a year full of pain. But your knight in shining armour can be just around the corner, and he can be anyone (even if you gave up on them in high school)
