4 Years at the Center

Four years ago, I was taking a summer class...ECE 125.  I was waiting for my class to start and we were in our last week before the summer ends, and another two weeks for the fall to start.  The infant/toddler director, Wendy, was walking by and started talking to me.  I told her that I was finding a job and that I applied there twice.  She found my app and asked if I would like an interview tomorrow.  Of course I said yes. 

My interview went well.  I was hoping that I would work with the older kids because I figure that they would be more independent and that I would have to take the infant/toddler class if I work with the infant/toddler rooms.  I was already taking 12 units, but I was willing to do anything to get the job.  At the end of my interview I was told that I was to go to get my back round check and finger prints done.  Once everything cleared I would get a phone call.

After doing this, I got a phone called from the center that I would be working with Amanda in the orange room with the toddlers.  That means that I need to take the infant/toddler class...on top of my other 12 units. 

I've been there for four years now and I've done a lot to get where I am and to keep growing more. 
I've got a job at the center
I've got my A.S. in ECE
I'm waiting on my Master Teacher Permit
I'm working on my B.S. in Child development

I'm lucky and grateful that I was given a chance to work at a wonderful place and helping me grow into something great!

The final say!

I've got the final say into a battle of words with horrible person.  She was bad mouthing my boyfriend and so I put the final letter and I didn't get an answer back.  I've won this battle and I can say good bye to the trash.  Here is what ended it:

"The reason why Chris doesn't want to be your friend anymore is because he is sick of your bullshit. He is sick of you trying to act like you are his girlfriend when he already has one. He is sick of you mooching off of him. He sick of you using guys (especially Ben). You treat your friends like crap. You are not a very good person. You are not a decent human being because you don't respect people, or their relationships. They reason why he asked me to do this for him is because he can't stand you. He is more man then you give him credit. He was trying to be nice and not have to tell you all this, but because you are being a little bitch about it. If you act like a kind and decent human...maybe he would tell you himself, but because you are not then you are not worth his time or energy...you are not worth it! You are selfish, spoiled, a slut, a homewrecker, fake, wannabe, and most of all a hypocrite. I hope you have a very nice life and maybe this will help you start treating people a little better."

She didn't answer back.  If all these things aren't true then you would stand up for yourself.  But because you don't answer back prove that you have no rebuttal to the facts!

Word of Advice:  Don't let people talk down to you or your loved ones.  If they do, then take charge and stand up for yourself or your loved ones.  

Gay marriages

Okay! I'm done with these facebook status going back and forward about gay people. I try not to get involved, but here is how I view this whole thing:

Those who are against gay marriages: You have the right to believe w. hat you do believe. If you don't agree or like gay marriages...that is your right and no one should take that away from you. But do not bash on gays and bring in the bible to support lies. Yes it does say marriages is between a man and a woman, but it doesn't say hate gay people. I met a gay man who is also a heavy duty Christian (Training to be a minister and his father is a minister). The main character in the bible (Jesus) didn't say a word about being gay is wrong!

Those who are for gay marriages: I agree that we should have it and make everyone equal. Some (not all) are starting to get to the point of heterphobia and grouping every straight person as a bigot. Because a few jerks acts a certain way doesn't speak for the rest of the group. Also not pushing people like the idea....We need to be tolerant with each other. If some straight people don't like it, and it is okay for them to feel that.

My view: Church and State needs to be separate! Allow gay marriages, but don't force churches to have it. People can get married by a judge and that is good. If you want to be married in a church...make a new church, or religion. That's what king Henry did, so he could get a divorce. Plus we have this thing called the first amendment (Freedom of religion).

Ballroom Dancing

My boyfriend and I are taking ballroom dancing together, here are some questions that I had to answer for my class.  First quiz of the Fall =)



1.  Briefly discuss your dance training.

I have little dance training.  I took a dance class last spring that covered the basics of Jazz dancing, modern dancing, and ballet. 

2. Why are you enrolled in this class?

I’ve always loved dancing. I’ve always wanted to try dancing after watching dancing with the stars.  I also want to learn the right ways of dancing.  I’m very clumsy and I want to dance with my boyfriend with out stepping on his feet.

3. How do you think this class will help you in the future?

I’m planning to marry my boyfriend and I want us to be able to dance together and making it look amazing.  I’ve always loved dancing and I might as well learn it the right way.

4. Briefly discuss one limitation that you are aware of in your current dance training and you may begin to start to overcome that limitation.

The only thing that I would say is that I’m very clumsy and I have two left feet.  But there isn’t anything that will hold me back from trying my hardest.

5.  What is your main goal for the Semester?

My goal is to be able to dance well and lose some weight

6. Are you working with any injuries or conditions that may require modifications during your dance training?

I have no injuries or conditions that need to be modifications

Goodbye to bad rubbish

This one chick doesn't get the hint that my boyfriend is ignoring her.  She is desperately trying to get in contact with him and she is too stupid to get the freaking clue.  My boyfriend doesn't like being mean to people and he tries to avoid conflict as much as possible.  So, last night I sent her a message telling her to leave him alone and that he really doesn't want anything to do with you.  This was her response:

"Whatever.
If he isn't enough of a man to tell me himself why all of a sudden we aren't friends anymore, then good riddance."

The answer is that you don't respect other people's spaces, you mooch off of everyone, and you are a freaking homewrecker.  DUH!  


Just because you can't keep your legs close and another notch of your belt respects his girlfriend and doesn't want to touch you with a 10 foot pole doesn't mean he isn't a man.  You took advantage of his good nature and he is trying to be a the good guy, but he still gets annoyed with you.  So please, stop being a bitch and move on with your life...you might  be slightly happy...

P.S.  If you stop being so full of yourself, you might find a guy that might tolerate your bullshit a little longer. 

You'll Find Love, But Don't Take mine

My boyfriend and I had a huge fight back in May about the things he has done up at Humboldt.  I found out that he broke his promise to me by hanging out with the girls that shall remain nameless behind my back.  He told me that he wouldn't talk to them, let alone hang out with them.  He didn't just lied to me, but also breaking his promise to me.  Later in that conversation that he said that he was wrapped around their fingers and bend over backwards for them.  I was so hurt because I can't get him to do much for me, not even see a scary movie with me.  So I told him that I can't stand for him lying to me and breaking promises and treating other girls better than he does me.  So I told him that I was leaving him because that what he was doing isn't fair to me.  He stopped me and told me that he would cut them off, and said that he would be fine without them, and that he needed me.  So I gave him a day to keep his word to me and he did so.  Now one of them that I know is trying *desperately* get back in his life. So he just ignores her.

Every once in awhile I see her post something that relates to boy problems...maybe because she would end up cheating on them, or gets tried of them quickly.  I sent her a message a while ago saying that "don't worry.  You don't look for love, it will find you." or something like that.  She seems really friendly, but only to learn that she was being nice just so she can get close to my boyfriend.    And now everything I like she is liking as well.  She is using my name.  It's B.S.  But I guess I should be flatter that she wants to be me.

A word of advice is that don't go looking for love because you'll never find it.  And don't take someone's happiness because you want them for a week.  And trying being yourself...Because if you do go into a relationship, it will last longer if they know the real you and the person that you pretend to be.  You want them to fall in love with you...not me

Hypocrisy

A few post ago I posted something about relationships and the single life and what not...well I saw a post that said: "Don t you just hate it when you see other people always constantly talk about how much they love there gf or bf and your like. Ya that's awesome im happy for you but in you head your like "thanks for reminding me im fucking single asshole" haha"  Once again I have to do a little rant about it.  This guy that posted that as his status use to be a great guy.  But over a year ago, his girlfriend broke up with him after she left for college.  He was jealous and would threaten every guy that would stare at her direction.  Ever since they broke up he went down hill, drinking, smoking pot, and hanging out with the wrong crowds.  He became, pardon my french, an ass!


This post isn't about picking on him, but the fact that he is the type of person that would do the same thing if he was in a relationship with someone.  But because he is not in a relationship, so he goes on and picks the ones that are.   I will agree that there are some people out there that would post something like "OMG!  I've been with my boyfriend for 10 seconds."  or something like that, or they just post something just to get approval from friends.  But there are some people that do post not to hope that their love one does read it or their friends, but to share there happy feelings.  It's a matter of stepping back and looking at the big picture and the type of person that is posting.

And if it your "so called friends" that are doing the posting.  Instead of getting jealous of them...should you be happy for them and not talking smack about them?   It is okay if you get jealous of a friend...we all went down that road....but you shouldn't treat them like dirt. 


I guess my advice would be.. .If you don't like a post, don't read it.  And if it is bugging you so much then don't be friends with people that are in relationships.  And if you are going to post something on facebook about how it bugs you so much...take a step back and look at yourself before point any fingers.  Because if you are just as bad as the people you claim that are doing such things...then don't complain.